Stubborn

It used to be all smiles
As far as I can remember
Vivid images of the past
Moments I hoped won’t last
Young and little
Truly worry-free
I miss those good days
Time before we sep’rated ways
Believing I had it
I faced the world head on
Driven by optimism
And you cheering me on
Good days continued
Though no longer with you
But once, I looked back
Still right behind wishing me luck
Then the dream became addiction
A goal driven by discontent
Started with lesser communication
Until none had been left
Keeping my focus
My eyes on the prize
But feeling something’s missing
Success felt like all lies
Hesitation arrived
There I got stuck
Afraid to take step
Just ran out of my luck
Troubled by doubts
Really needed a break
Conquered by fears
Helplessly broke into tears
My confidence shattered
Now unsure of myself
Can I ever get up?
Or, here, should I just give up?
Then I suddenly remembered
The back I used to cry on
Wishing you’re here
The shoulder I used to lean on
Then maybe it’s not all smiles
May have just remembered it wrong
You simply stayed with me
However difficult life could be
My hands were trembling
My heart, faltering
Yet I pick myself up
Stubbornly refusing to give up
If you see me today
Will you be disappointed?
Don’t look at me please
Don’t see me like this
So however hard
I just kept on pushing
Continued with the sacrifices
And with all the struggling
If one day, our paths again crossed
I may not have a face to show
Still, I won’t ever surrender
That’s me, the “me” that you know
Maturity may be one thing I gained
After all the mistakes I myself made
But there’s no way for me to turn back
Sorry that I failed to look back
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